More of My Story

I lost a daughter………………………………………….

That whole that I was in, was filled with alcohol and drugs. I lost my faith, I became violent and not very much of a good mother to my other children. I wasn’t even a good person to other people or myself. After years of having no job at all. I ended up with a dead end job and lost my apartment after having my last child. Yes, I had more kids trying to fill a void knowing that I was not In a good state of mind at all.

I couldn’t understand how GOD could be so cruel. Why did you do this to me? Why did you take her from me? Out of all the people in this world, you chose to take mines ?!?!……………………. I WAS HURT, HURT, HURT AND ANGRY!!!!!!!!!! I no longer cared and It started to affect my relationship with my other babies smh…. But I’m stuck, my life is over as we speak.

 

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